heroism

I woke up in the middle of the night, drenched in sweat, woke up abruptly, it wasn't a nightmare but a very intense dream. I felt like I had a higher sense of things, it was like I understood something that I didn't before.

I realized that when I woke up, I was stronger, faster and more determine than ever, I was in that mindstate that I couldn't get for so long, that mindstate where you focus only in what you need to do to accomplish your goals and you just execute it perfectly.

I felt like if I could break boulders with my bear hands and take down Kasparov in chess. I felt like if I run, no one would catch me. It was a good feeling, I;ll save it in my heart, within a small box right next to where I keep bottled love; I'll save it for a better place, and when its time, the box will be unlocked, and it will take me where I want to be.

Seetherism

As beautiful as fire against the evening sky...
pure and weak, I suffer when I sleep
Cleansed of me I suffer when I dream
I want you to stay
You take the pain away
Want you to stay
I need you here to keep me sane ...

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