Humanism

I feel... human (that's not good in my book) by that I'm not trying to say that I'm not, or that being human is bad, its just that feeling human to me is to be aware of just how imperfect you are, how weak you actually are, the many, many flaws that you have, and of course the amazing amount of mistakes that we all have made. So what I'm trying to say is, being human is great, life is beautiful, but FEELING human terrible. When we do something, well, at least when we do something right, we stop thinking about ourselves, about your shortcoming and you just do it. Without your mind, in a zen-like moment, I don't know if you know what I'm writting about, but when you experience that, the hability of performing at your best, when you enter that trance, in which you see what you need to do next, and block everything else, the whole outside wall and your mind becomes a fortress... you know that there is path, a better path for doing everything you do, and if you don't walk that path everytime, you feel ridiculious, mediocre, you feel... human.

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Before I forget
I'm so sick